无聊的事

空空的心情。。
早知道爱情是多么的复杂了,
却不怕伤害,每一天的思念着你。。

我明白爱是控制不了的,
但愿你可以了解我的心是多么的想与你在一起。。
不自不觉的喜欢上你。。

~Forever 158~


Few weeks ago, I was hanging out with my 158 housemates. Every moment, every sweet memory was still in my heart.

3 years we were living under the same roof~ Juan, Xiao Yi, Ben, Wei Jay, Ah Kok, Jian Pinn, Shen Long and Ah Chong as well as the late comers~ Lawrence and Yen Seong.

I would like to indicate my greatest appreciation to all my friendly housemates where by we were sharing, caring, entertaining, hang outing, healing, etc. with each others.

Are you still remembering the sweetest moment that share with each others?
~Lipas world wars at 158.
~Water wars at kitchen 158.
~Birthday cake wars at living room 158.
~Mini cinema screening at 158.
~Reunion dinner at 158.
~BBQ session at 158.
~Gotong Royong at 158.
~Gossiping at 158.
~Studying at 158.
~Video recording at 158.
~Crazy dancing at 158.

Every moment that we stick together, enjoy the university life with each others.
Although sometimes we were arguing or even boycotting, we still can solve the problems with each others and tried to understand the others perspective of the matter. That also meant that we were growing and learning in the situation. Hence, we could be more mature in handing the problems or crisis in our life.

Every times when I was facing problems regarding assignment, relationship and friendship, friends were the one who willing listen to me and provide me some suggestion in handing the problems. Hence, I could manage the situation well. Every time, I was down and emotion, friends always cheer me up.

A thousand thank you to my housemates….
Although we already separated with each others, but I knew that still have a home named ‘158’ in our hearts. Hence, I wish all of us continue the journey that without 158 in reality, yet it always in our heart. We could feel the warmness and sweetness memories in between each others.

Friendship never ends forever and ever….

我的...

我的情一直付出,却从来没有得到你的回应
我的寂一直加深,感到我的环境也开始空寂
我的错一直的错,已经到了无法挽回的地步
我的夜一直不眠,摘了无数的回忆之心与星
我的梦一直守候,期待着你偶尔的灿烂笑容
我的歌一直的唱,却无法将我的感受全部释放
我的泪一直流着,却永远都洗不掉从前的记忆
我的爱一直流失,而我已经没力气再留住它们
我的笔一直挥动,纸张里的都是给你满满的爱
我的天一直等待,盼望那真正的我会重新复活
我的手一直颤抖,后悔自己放开了一段真挚感情
我的忘一直延续,将该遗忘的该删去的抛出大海
我的雨一直下着,却还是洗不去我曾经犯下的错
我的耳一直听着,希望可听见一些些关于你的事
我的唇一直闭着,不想再为自己编借口去保护你
我的鼻一直闻着,将你留下的味道给牢牢地保存
我的眼一直望着,望着你眼中的我不再是你的最爱
我的悔一直沉淀,悔的是我狠狠地伤害了无辜的你
我的叶一直掉落,它提醒自己是时候离开树的保护
我的勇一直撑着,只因那一点点的卑微自尊与自信
我的忆一直蕴结,总是让无助的我承受痛苦的思念

心里空空的。。
思绪空空的。。

我的心去了哪?
心情总是懒懒的。。
好彷徨,好无奈。。

想着我的未来,想着我的路。。
想着我的理想,想着我的梦。。

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