my ~25~

三十一号早上 不开心~
临时决定 SMS 给维杰, 跟他下 PJ ~
我不想留在这里了~

安慰的是~ 朋友们提早给了我一个难忘温馨的二十五岁生日~
还以为这次下山是为了买热水器与染染头发的~

结果~
维杰在我不知情的情况下，联络了小忆做为神秘嘉宾~
我们~ 158 的室友Lawrence, 维杰，小忆 ~
重聚在我们的最爱BB Q Plaza~
还在那里庆祝我的生日~
他们送上了生日蛋糕, 为我唱生日歌~
顿时，好感动~ 我从没想过他们会为我庆祝~
Lawrence 忽然间成为看相佬~ 骗我的手伸出来~
帮我戴上我的礼物~ 黑色水晶链~ Surprise~
谢谢你们的礼物~ 维杰，小忆，Lawrence, Kian Pien, Ah Kok~

之后~ 当然是去我们常常去的地方~ Games 场啦~
打鼓，赛车，枪击，跳舞~
大家玩得好开心哦~ 忆起从前的开心回忆~
我们，拍了好多好多照片和影片~
好开心~

宵夜时间到~ 我们还是去了“明天”
薄饼，麻辣香肠，鱼翅面，咖哩鱼头~
哇~ 想念的味道~

凌晨三点~ 才回到我们的家~ 158~
七点多~ 我与维杰走去sentosa 为了一包豆浆~
哈哈~ 无聊~
慢慢走走~ 走到我的最爱~ 好义记~
我的麻辣米粉~ 干捞板面~
哇~ 真开心~

回想在158 的日子~ 开开心心~ 无忧无虑~
希望我们还会重聚一起~

My Prayer by Devotion

Who willing to sing this song to me??
Who is the person who love me forever??
I love this song~ The meaning so sweet and warm~


Devotion - My Prayer Lyrics

“Dear god:
I know that she’s out there...
the one I’m suppose to share my whole life with.
And in time...you’ll show her to me.
Will you take care of her,
comfort her,
and protect her...
until that day we Meet.
And let her know...
my heart...is beating with hers

In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand
That I was meant to share it with you，My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows I’m alone
But I know someday that you’ll be by my side
Cause I know god’s just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day’s cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that she’s not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
So I prayed until that day
When our hearts will beat as one
I will wait so patiently
For that day to come

I know someday that you’ll be by my side
Cause I know god’s just waiting till the time is right

God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day’s cold will you keep her warm
when the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
(shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that she’s’ not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers

Is beating with hers
My heart is beating with hers
It’s beating with hers

家~

回家的感覺 ~
真好 ~

沒有 壓力 ~
沒有你的存在 ~

我什么都没有~

刚刚看了小小的部落格~ 写着

"男人心，天上星"
~閃爍不定，難以捉摸~

忽然感到搞笑~
因为我也是这么的认为~

他~

就是这么的一个人，让我感到閃爍不定，難以捉摸~
我~
还是这么的无助一个人面对着事实，心伤彻底~

不明白我的心为何会如此的痛
明明只是短短的时光~
却又那么的刻骨铭心~

好想好想知道一些答案~
又有好多的疑问~
到底你爱过我吗？？
在你心里，我是什么喔？
为什么是我，却又不再是我？

好羡慕~
青梅竹马的~
互相了解的~
彼此信任的~
珍惜对方的~

我呢？？ 我呢？？
我什么都没有~

无言

好久好久~ 没有时间写写我的心情了~
也许是太忙了吧~

我~
已剪短我的发，剪短了长发~

是时候放开双手了吧~
是时候看开这一切吧~

短短头发的我，从新开始~ 从心出发~

圆圆的我
没有不开心~
也没有伤心~

~因为我早已习惯了一个人伤悲~

office >.<

Saturday, working half day~
I still stay at office, plan to finish approve some PR, but system down agains~
I cant do anythings with it, so online and wrote somethings over here la.

I miss my 158 frens~
I miss my family~
I miss my happiness~
I miss my Toyota~
I miss my smile~
I miss somebody~

Can someone tell me what happen to me??
Can someone build me up??

2nd day with my "hand"

22 sept 2009 ~
2.50 am..
at 1st world cc..

alone~
gastric~
headache~

jz passed by here to write something.gambeteh,
Miss Nicole Tan~

sometime, somethings~
wont changed.. f
ace the truth~

~My Genting Life Began~

18 August 2009~
My 1st day attached myself with Genting Malaysia Berhad.
This is my 1st job after my graduation.
When i was finished my studies, I kept on searching job.
I tried a lot of company~
But, one of my best fren~ xiao, told me that i'm not really looking for others job~
Yaya, she was rite~Becoz i kept on waiting response from Genting only~
May be i was addicted with Genting~
May be i gonna remind myself that dun be a fool~

However, when i was received a call from HR~
wonderful~
Finally~ I 'm back to Genting~

Currently, i was still learned about the purchasing system~
Not yet felt the stress~jz a lot of blur~
But, i hope that i can handle and manage it well~
Beside that, i would like to indicate greatest thanks to all my Genting frens~
MY orientation frens~ Peik Mun, Kok Wah, Annie, Mei Yee and Li yi~
We ate breakfast and dinner together,
We sang k together,
We yam cha together,
We went medical checking together,
We went shopping together~

Hence~ my Genting life became full of happy memories agains~
hoping that this frenship will never end~
Once agains~ Thanks , my frens~

p/s:Mr. M, i will be fine without u~
recovering myself~
~bye~ u wont be in my life anymore

~SAD~

SAD~

My department working hours was follow the normal office hours~
Sat half day
Sun off day

How can it be?? Mean that i cant even back my home for this half year~
Quite dissappointed with it~

Previously, i tot the leave will base on once a month ~ 4 days leave together~
So that easily for me to travel back to my hometown~

BUT~

now, i really dunno what to do on it~

GOD~
y always chanlleges me like that??
when everythings is fine n wonderful, suddenly drop me this problem to me~
what am i going to do?

Here~ My love^^

Since 1st Aug 2005 until 2day~ 4 years 16 days

2day i was submit my resignation letter to Starbucks Genting 1~

Here was a place that saving my happiness along my journey~

Here~ my best memories with all starbucks partners~
Here~ i met my greatest manager~ Yen~
Here~ i made my decision of Uni course~ Public Relations~

Here~ i learned my coffee knowledge~

Here~ i develop myself to co-opereate with others~

Here~ i had been awarded as the Store Coffee Master~

Here~ i had joined the activities that organized by all of us~

Here~ my happiest job that i worked athough it was tiring~

Here~ my 1st date with my MOD~ Man Of Dream~

Here~ my met love with zi le~ my sweet sweet valentine bears~

Here~ i saw my ex bf~ Danny and shocked with broke up the mug~

Here~ i had faint because of my sickness gastirc~

Here~ i get myself better from my greatest lovelorn~

Here~ i had cried due to the reason that i received i sms from xx~

Here~ i recover myself and live with my single life~

Here~ i get lost with my career and future devolopment~

Here~ My starbucks~

I will miss the moment that we created~

I will always come back to visit u all~

I will~

I will~

浅浅的微笑

忽然间~ 想起这首歌

我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有 陪在你身边
当你寂寞时侯 别再看着我
说你爱我 别太伤痛
我不难过
这不算什麽只是为什麽眼泪为流
我也不懂 不要再说
也许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我 真正的解脱

忽然间~ 也想起这首歌

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后我记得
我颤抖着记得感觉汹涌

听完了歌 轻轻的哼了哼这两首歌
回忆,过去永远都是很完美的
它完完整整的留在心湖
每当回忆起 浅浅的微笑
谢谢 让我拥有这唯一的记忆

Reflection~

Look at the mirror~
reflecting myself~

My eyes shown about my sadness and happiness memories~
25 years had been stay in the earth~
What actually i has done?

Getting degree? Is that enough for me?
Getting lover? Is that anyone could be suit for me?
Getting employment? Is that my favorite job?
Getting friendship? Is that someone could accompany along your life?
What am i expected?

My reflection shown me that I'm weak in handling my EQ~
My reflection shown me that I'm nervous in uncertain environment~

HOW to cure the problem?
Time passed by every moment~
I couldn't let myself stoped in develop my inner personality~

NICOLE TAN~
Wake up! Cheer up!
My life was control by myself~
You think you can, YOU CAN~
Fight for my future~

~confusing~

2day~ 11 Aug, 2009
I had received a call from Genting HR department~
Confirming my qualification of the post~ Purchasing Executive
Finally, i get what i want to be~
Although this post was just a temporary job for half year,
but at least i can stay at Genting~

I wonder why i always searching job under Genting~
Is that i still had some hope over there?
Or, i still can't get back myself from the reality?
I really confusing now~

M n N

After that incident on 27 Jun,2008~
I found that i was the loser in this world~
Just now updated myself via facebook,
checked ur profile, found that i'm a fool~
Kept on missing a person who won't really look at myself~
Just can be the 2nd place in his heart~
~STUPID~
wake up pls~
dun be fool anymore~
~M n N~ wasn't meant anythings for u n me~

A letter to myself..

To Dear Nicole:

Never give up…
M said that: confident wasn’t bringing from others, is build by your own.
That’s right…
Be responsibility with your life...
You just need some time to manage your emotion.
1 minutes…
After 1 minutes, you will be fine...
You need to help yourself,
Positive thinking was crucial in needed for manage your feeling
Your happiness world will come over to you soon…

Regards,
Nicole

无奈

我好无奈~
明明看见了，却必须当作看不见~
明明很害怕，却要假装不太在意~
为什么还要来这里？ 她都已经赢了~
为什么还要挖我的回忆，让我又一次的想起我痛苦的回忆?
她~某人的老婆
我已经尽力的避免自己去一些会被遇见的地方，
我已经放弃了，离开了，放手了~
永远不可能会对她造成任何的威胁~
为什么还是要来我的星巴克？
看见我哭会比较开心吗？
看到我尴尬不自然的表情会比较开心吗？
是的~ 我承认我是脆弱的~
是的~ 我承认我是哭了~
是因为放不下我的自尊心~
但是我不想逃避~ 我应该面对~
只是,
失败的我~ 真的连抬起头的勇气都没有了~
我好无奈~

我的小小愿望~

我的大日子~毕业典礼
我希望我想见的人会忽然间的出现，给我一个意外惊喜~
通常，毕业典礼总是少不了花啦，bear bear 啦。。。
平凡的我，也蛮期待收到美美的花啦~
原因是：本小姐从来没有收过一束束的花啦~ （失败~）
希望他会记得我的毕业典礼~
就算不来，一封短短的信息祝福我，我也会很开心的~

但是，我的小小愿望~ 他会知道吗？
他不会知道~ 永远不会知道~
所以。。。

我的毕业典礼，
他不会给我惊喜~
他不会过来找我~
他不会送花给我~
他不会写信息来~
他不会给祝福我~

结论，
你与我~ 从来没变成我们
就像电脑Keyboard里的 N 与 M ~
看似好亲密~ 一个在左，一个在右~
可是，清醒点吧~
它们从来没有交集点~
是不同的个体，从来没有任何关系~

Wishing...

July 15, 2009

Posting a display about "wishing" at facebook..

Frens was keep on asking me what about the "wishing"...

Not really wish to be chat about it openly, coz that will influence my emotion.

Not really hope to express it oso, jz let it settleable in my heart..

however, i needed to clear up my mind and select what actually i needs and wants...

but, currently.. my status only can be describe as this:

这个世界就这么不完美。

你想得到些什么就不得不失去些什么。

但是，我比较特别~ 想得到什么就失去些什么。

可悲咯~

This was my current thought..

Dunno when it started,

Dunno where be recover,

Dunno what is the main problems,

Dunno which channel to change it,

Dunno why this always happened,

Dunno how to manage it..

~迷惑~

what am i doing now??
keep on ran away for the reality..

Plz....
Nicole Tan

Plz....
Come back plz....

You will be getting fine soon,
dun keep on hide urself..

You need to work hard with it,
dun always felt nervous..

is it my life just around Genting??
y i must keep myself at Genting??

y.. y.. y..

May be i still hv a lot of sweet memories over here..
May be i'm addicted myself with Genting aldy..

i dun hv any power to cure myself...
i not dare to face the reality...

that day, Juan said:
"impossible that i will stay at Genting for the rest of my life"
Suddenly, i was woke up myself..

Everytime, i will said "I need time to solve my problems... "
but, i jz wasting my time in hocus myself...
i jz elude myself in facing my failure...

After my interview..

My inteview on 7 July 2009..
I'm the 1st person reach the Maxims Boardroom..
There are 5 candidates short-listed for the media relations post..
But, they will only select one of us..

STRESS.....

I had try my best to translated the press release from english to chinese.
I had been studied about 3 years with using english as my main language,
NOW.. suddenly ask me write chinese words without computer...
That's quite a huge challenge for me la...

By the way, i had tried my best in translated it with my skill...
haha, sound weird for me...
If they ask me translate chinese to english, may be i still can do better...

Anyway, Mr. H always visit me when i was wrote my blog at starbucks woh...
Haha, so happy...

Ok la... just end my blog here la...

~Interview~

Tomorrow I will going to inteview for the post named as Media Relations Executive. When i was received a call from Genting, I was very happy and appreciate it. Here, i would like to indicate my greatest appreciate to my friend - cassie, because she was the one who helps me sending my resume to the department. Finally, i get a chance to interview executive under Genting.

As my friends, you always knowing that my best wishes would be working at Genting. NOT because of others reason la, just because that the environment, weather and friends at Genting....

~Media Relations~
My weakest subject during my Uni life...
However, I need to work with it?? sound so weird...
BUT... i will try my best to handle it...
Just trust me... Just trust myself..
My dreams... i will always chasing it...

Hope that god will blessing me as well... Hence, I put a lot stress on myself to gain this apportunity and I really hope that I can perform great during the Interview and successfully work under Genting.

By the way, I really appreciate that a cute cute guy was always willing to gave me a hand, pulling me from the darkest situation and refresh my mind, so that I can handle my problems positively.

Thanks a lot, Mr. H~
Har Har, don't try to titter ya...
I'm SURE that you will...

p/s: When i wrote this, a cute cute guy was sitting in front of me.. haha...
Thanks for surprise me at Genting ya..

再见~ 我的一百个开心的理由~

一百个开心的理由

1. 第一次在AOS被你搂着时，心跳加速~~
2. 第一次你给我的2008年的握手与拥抱~~
3. 第一次你打电话给我时，你只叫我老婆~~
4. 第一次与你在GISR上网，感觉很棒喔~~
5. 第一次你看我都是傻傻的呆呆的笨笨的~~
6. 第一次send代表我们的lover mug 给你~~
7. 第一次在我哭过的地方，给我爱的宣言~~
8. 第一次录起你对我爱的宣言，十分满足~~
9. 第一次你唱了一首歌给我，爱的就是你~~
10. 第一次我们在第一广场录影，甜甜蜜蜜~~
11. 第一次去了1517，那里有你的点点滴滴~~
12. 第一次你洗我衣服却破了，结果帮我缝~~
13. 第一次你给我承诺，时间可以证明一切~~
14. 第一次我们在云顶的雪之世界门前自拍~~
15. 第一次拥有相同的手机吊饰-smile pasta~~
16. 第一次收到你给我的Lovely Lace的熊~~
17. 第一次与你的甜蜜Awana之旅，真舒服~~
18. 第一次与你一起吃杯面瓜子，喝茶聊天~~
19. 第一次我真正的感觉到爱情的甜酸苦辣~~
20. 第一次我们在PJ的电影，老师嫁老大~~
21. 第一次我们在Sungei Wang的甜蜜大头贴~~
22. 第一次的互相染发，你帮我染;我帮染你~~
23. 第一次你收到惊喜礼物时，样子好可爱~~
24. 第一次听你叫我傻瓜，我是你的小傻瓜~~
25. 第一次你买一种Bra的东东给我，炸到~~
26. 与站在我身后的你，仰望着天空的烟火~~
27. 与你每天斗斗嘴吵吵闹闹的，感觉暧昧~~
28. 与你一起拥有相同的嗜好~收集50sen~~
29. 与你不约而同的喜欢的老歌-花言巧语~~
30. 与你一辈子约定的秘密手语~给我手手~~
31. 与你约定的，说再见的手语~像鸭子的~~
32. 与你每天在互传信息的感觉，好甜蜜~~
33. 与你一同逛街时买了我爱心手机K810~~
34. 与你约定了，下一个行程将会是岛之旅~~
35. 与你戏剧化的爱情，开始后就永无止境~
36. 与你敞开心怀谈谈之间的问题互相了解~~
37. 只喜欢被你轻轻的捏我的脸蛋，呵护我~~
38. 只喜欢你温柔摸我头叫我好好照顾自己~~
39. 只喜欢有你紧紧地拥抱着我叫我不要哭~~
40. 只喜欢每天看见你阳光笑容，我就会笑~~
41. 只喜欢每天可以与你哼我们喜欢的歌曲~~
42. 只喜欢你一声声的叫我BB，我叫你DD~~
43. 只喜欢一次一次的叫你猫猫，你是我的~~
44. 只喜欢你叫我猪宝贝，因为我是你的猪~~
45. 只喜欢为了我唯一爱的你而化妆戴耳环~~
46. 只喜欢拥有你，好让我的日记增添色彩~~
47. 只喜欢给你背着我在夜深无人的娱乐场~~
48. 只喜欢与你在无人的娱乐场，雨中狂奔~~
49. 只喜欢与你在第一酒店的花园吹吹冷风~~
50. 只喜欢我与你看每一场电影spiderwick~~
51. 只喜欢给你抱着在McD谈谈心唱唱歌~~
52. 只喜欢有你叫我傻瓜，懒惰猪，cookies~~
53. 只喜欢你专门买给我的Panadol，清热水~~
54. 只喜欢有你愿意帮我吃完我不爱的青葱~~
55. 只喜欢有你打电话叫我醒还叫我做懒猪~~
56. 只喜欢有你等我放工陪我吃接送我回房~~
57. 好开心可以有机会在你生病时，照顾你~~
58. 好开心在我病倒的时候，有你细心照顾~~
59. 好开心可以在你面前耍耍我的小姐脾气~~
60. 好开心可以为你的事业而精心设计Logo~~
61. 好开心可以与你互相交换我们的锁匙圈~~
62. 好开心介绍你去我喜欢的餐馆，龙师傅~~
63. 好开心你了解我，为我买柠檬Impact糖~~
64. 好开心可以为你写下一百个开心的理由~~
65. 好开心可以庆祝我们俩的爱情日-13号~~
66. 好开心可以一起吃我们最爱BBQ Plaza~~
67. 好开心可以一起嘴对嘴吃巧克力Porky~~
68. 好开心可以每次Ngau Ngau你撒撒娇嘛~~
69. 好开心可以汪汪汪你，逗逗我的你开心~~
70. 好开心可以让我们的毛毛撒撒娇喵喵你~~
71. 好开心叫你一声豪少爷，因你是我唯一~~
72. 好开心有机会讨好你，而创造了cookies~~
73. 好开心你特地来槟城，帮我驾车上回PJ~~
74. 好开心每一晚都可以与我的DD聊聊天~~
75. 好开心你愿意为我尝尝你不爱的加哩面~~
76. 好开心可以与你吃吃我的新爱，小蛋糕~~
77. 谢谢你曾经挽留我，让我靠在你的身边~~
78. 谢谢你在我痛哭绝望的时候，接我回去~~
79. 谢谢你在我不经意的时候送我爱心水瓶~~
80. 谢谢你照顾我担心我，为我买爱心胃药~~
81. 谢谢你在我生病的时候，叫了人来看我~~
82. 谢谢你担心我，陪我下RIA拿房门锁匙~~
83. 谢谢你愿意supplement你的电话线给我~~
84. 谢谢你贴心的将我的鞋子洗得一干二净~~
85. 谢谢你配合我看我的最爱Indiana Jones~~
86. 谢谢你为了我赶着时间的回来云顶陪我~~
87. 谢谢你偷了我的心，并且好好的疼惜着它~~
88. 谢谢你总是不计较的给我你所有的55555~~
89. 谢谢你总是给我一辈子也无法忘掉的体验~~
90. 谢谢你给我一切我从来最向往的甜蜜爱情~~
91. 谢谢你给最具动力最甜蜜的frendster留言~~
92. 谢谢你为我不管多累都特地陪我回PJ的家~~
93. 谢谢你教会我不应该以消极的想法来生活~~
94. 谢谢你支持我，让我勇敢面对我们的未来~~
95. 谢谢你愿意为了我改改你的小小坏习惯哦~~
96. 谢谢你主动地接近我，好让我勇敢爱上你~~
97. 谢谢你愿意一直听我诉苦，说说悲观的话~~
98. 谢谢你如此了解我让我爱吃什么就吃什么~~
99. 谢谢你让普通朋友变质超出友谊变成恋人~~
100. 谢谢你疼爱我宠爱我保护我迁就我体谅我~~

My first time wrote the ~hundred happiness~ with him..
Until now only I willing to post it to my 心情收集..
This is because I realize that sometime, somethings needed to let it be...
Hence, I set myself free...
As my theory, post the feeling also meant for me to let it go...
It is meant to only remind it in my deepest memories...
It won't be affect me anymore..
I will try my best to be alert myself....

p/s:
DD, goodbye forever~~
You will be my memories, no more reality...
Best wishes for your future...
Fight to the best...
~Bye~

无聊的事

空空的心情。。
早知道爱情是多么的复杂了，
却不怕伤害，每一天的思念着你。。

我明白爱是控制不了的，
但愿你可以了解我的心是多么的想与你在一起。。
不自不觉的喜欢上你。。

~Forever 158~

Few weeks ago, I was hanging out with my 158 housemates. Every moment, every sweet memory was still in my heart.

3 years we were living under the same roof~ Juan, Xiao Yi, Ben, Wei Jay, Ah Kok, Jian Pinn, Shen Long and Ah Chong as well as the late comers~ Lawrence and Yen Seong.

I would like to indicate my greatest appreciation to all my friendly housemates where by we were sharing, caring, entertaining, hang outing, healing, etc. with each others.

Are you still remembering the sweetest moment that share with each others?
~Lipas world wars at 158.
~Water wars at kitchen 158.
~Birthday cake wars at living room 158.
~Mini cinema screening at 158.
~Reunion dinner at 158.
~BBQ session at 158.
~Gotong Royong at 158.
~Gossiping at 158.
~Studying at 158.
~Video recording at 158.
~Crazy dancing at 158.

Every moment that we stick together, enjoy the university life with each others.
Although sometimes we were arguing or even boycotting, we still can solve the problems with each others and tried to understand the others perspective of the matter. That also meant that we were growing and learning in the situation. Hence, we could be more mature in handing the problems or crisis in our life.

Every times when I was facing problems regarding assignment, relationship and friendship, friends were the one who willing listen to me and provide me some suggestion in handing the problems. Hence, I could manage the situation well. Every time, I was down and emotion, friends always cheer me up.

A thousand thank you to my housemates….
Although we already separated with each others, but I knew that still have a home named ‘158’ in our hearts. Hence, I wish all of us continue the journey that without 158 in reality, yet it always in our heart. We could feel the warmness and sweetness memories in between each others.

Friendship never ends forever and ever….

我的...

我的情一直付出，却从来没有得到你的回应
我的寂一直加深，感到我的环境也开始空寂
我的错一直的错，已经到了无法挽回的地步
我的夜一直不眠，摘了无数的回忆之心与星
我的梦一直守候，期待着你偶尔的灿烂笑容
我的歌一直的唱，却无法将我的感受全部释放
我的泪一直流着，却永远都洗不掉从前的记忆
我的爱一直流失，而我已经没力气再留住它们
我的笔一直挥动，纸张里的都是给你满满的爱
我的天一直等待，盼望那真正的我会重新复活
我的手一直颤抖，后悔自己放开了一段真挚感情
我的忘一直延续，将该遗忘的该删去的抛出大海
我的雨一直下着，却还是洗不去我曾经犯下的错
我的耳一直听着，希望可听见一些些关于你的事
我的唇一直闭着，不想再为自己编借口去保护你
我的鼻一直闻着，将你留下的味道给牢牢地保存
我的眼一直望着，望着你眼中的我不再是你的最爱
我的悔一直沉淀，悔的是我狠狠地伤害了无辜的你
我的叶一直掉落，它提醒自己是时候离开树的保护
我的勇一直撑着，只因那一点点的卑微自尊与自信
我的忆一直蕴结，总是让无助的我承受痛苦的思念

想

心里空空的。。
思绪空空的。。

我的心去了哪？
心情总是懒懒的。。
好彷徨，好无奈。。

想着我的未来，想着我的路。。
想着我的理想，想着我的梦。。

我的心情收集

心是孤寂的~
情伤令人窒息~
收藏了我的感觉~
集聚所有唯一与任性~