~My Genting Life Began~

18 August 2009~
My 1st day attached myself with Genting Malaysia Berhad.
This is my 1st job after my graduation.
When i was finished my studies, I kept on searching job.
I tried a lot of company~
But, one of my best fren~ xiao, told me that i'm not really looking for others job~
Yaya, she was rite~Becoz i kept on waiting response from Genting only~
May be i was addicted with Genting~
May be i gonna remind myself that dun be a fool~

However, when i was received a call from HR~
wonderful~
Finally~ I 'm back to Genting~

Currently, i was still learned about the purchasing system~
Not yet felt the stress~jz a lot of blur~
But, i hope that i can handle and manage it well~
Beside that, i would like to indicate greatest thanks to all my Genting frens~
MY orientation frens~ Peik Mun, Kok Wah, Annie, Mei Yee and Li yi~
We ate breakfast and dinner together,
We sang k together,
We yam cha together,
We went medical checking together,
We went shopping together~

Hence~ my Genting life became full of happy memories agains~
hoping that this frenship will never end~
Once agains~ Thanks , my frens~

p/s:Mr. M, i will be fine without u~
recovering myself~
~bye~ u wont be in my life anymore

~SAD~

SAD~

My department working hours was follow the normal office hours~
Sat half day
Sun off day

How can it be?? Mean that i cant even back my home for this half year~
Quite dissappointed with it~

Previously, i tot the leave will base on once a month ~ 4 days leave together~
So that easily for me to travel back to my hometown~

BUT~

now, i really dunno what to do on it~

GOD~
y always chanlleges me like that??
when everythings is fine n wonderful, suddenly drop me this problem to me~
what am i going to do?

Here~ My love^^

Since 1st Aug 2005 until 2day~ 4 years 16 days

2day i was submit my resignation letter to Starbucks Genting 1~

Here was a place that saving my happiness along my journey~

Here~ my best memories with all starbucks partners~
Here~ i met my greatest manager~ Yen~
Here~ i made my decision of Uni course~ Public Relations~

Here~ i learned my coffee knowledge~

Here~ i develop myself to co-opereate with others~

Here~ i had been awarded as the Store Coffee Master~

Here~ i had joined the activities that organized by all of us~

Here~ my happiest job that i worked athough it was tiring~

Here~ my 1st date with my MOD~ Man Of Dream~

Here~ my met love with zi le~ my sweet sweet valentine bears~

Here~ i saw my ex bf~ Danny and shocked with broke up the mug~

Here~ i had faint because of my sickness gastirc~

Here~ i get myself better from my greatest lovelorn~

Here~ i had cried due to the reason that i received i sms from xx~

Here~ i recover myself and live with my single life~

Here~ i get lost with my career and future devolopment~

Here~ My starbucks~

I will miss the moment that we created~

I will always come back to visit u all~

I will~

I will~

浅浅的微笑

忽然间~ 想起这首歌

我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有 陪在你身边
当你寂寞时侯 别再看着我
说你爱我 别太伤痛
我不难过
这不算什麽只是为什麽眼泪为流
我也不懂 不要再说
也许这是最好的结果
现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手 离开你左右
我向前走 这会是我 真正的解脱

忽然间~ 也想起这首歌

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后我记得
我颤抖着记得感觉汹涌

听完了歌 轻轻的哼了哼这两首歌
回忆,过去永远都是很完美的
它完完整整的留在心湖
每当回忆起 浅浅的微笑
谢谢 让我拥有这唯一的记忆

Reflection~

Look at the mirror~
reflecting myself~

My eyes shown about my sadness and happiness memories~
25 years had been stay in the earth~
What actually i has done?

Getting degree? Is that enough for me?
Getting lover? Is that anyone could be suit for me?
Getting employment? Is that my favorite job?
Getting friendship? Is that someone could accompany along your life?
What am i expected?

My reflection shown me that I'm weak in handling my EQ~
My reflection shown me that I'm nervous in uncertain environment~

HOW to cure the problem?
Time passed by every moment~
I couldn't let myself stoped in develop my inner personality~

NICOLE TAN~
Wake up! Cheer up!
My life was control by myself~
You think you can, YOU CAN~
Fight for my future~

~confusing~

2day~ 11 Aug, 2009
I had received a call from Genting HR department~
Confirming my qualification of the post~ Purchasing Executive
Finally, i get what i want to be~
Although this post was just a temporary job for half year,
but at least i can stay at Genting~

I wonder why i always searching job under Genting~
Is that i still had some hope over there?
Or, i still can't get back myself from the reality?
I really confusing now~

M n N

After that incident on 27 Jun,2008~
I found that i was the loser in this world~
Just now updated myself via facebook,
checked ur profile, found that i'm a fool~
Kept on missing a person who won't really look at myself~
Just can be the 2nd place in his heart~
~STUPID~
wake up pls~
dun be fool anymore~
~M n N~ wasn't meant anythings for u n me~